mickey​/​epilogue

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I live alone
in a 10 by 10 foot home
i have no needs
i just have my dreams
of meeting a man
who is twice the man i am
who feeds me pills
and doesn't care for pain
and i wanna dance
fall in love into your lap
and key your car
and become a star
cause my father grew up
living on homeless shelter luck
he said i know i know i know i know

simple cuts
send mickey all my love

mickey rides home
and runs through my yard
he meets my dog
and sleeps in my house
i love him more than i ever have
i watch him sleep
and eat my cat
he doesn't speak
he just spits words through his teeth
"i don't need help
i need clarity"
but i wonder if he knows
he's got a special spot
in my soul
i think he hates me
i think i love him...
too...

simple cuts
send mickey all my love

(intermission)

he say i could be a star
in momentary dissonance
serendipity
crossbreeding his clarity
revealed through exodus
i do not exist
punctuated
by phantoms
hauntings, rather
i've lost 10 pounds in a week
ascetic anxiety
soot coated lungs
inhale smoke
exhale dust
the spirit of the beast
lies here with me
2 way
i am a calloused work
of marble and flesh
shaped like the mountains
with rivers of gas
clutch.
drink.
waver.
sun.
he's got a 12 gauge in his trunk...
i will become
and i will become
greater than i was
and i will regret
everything that i forget
and i will become
greater than i was
and i will become
better than i was
and i will move
you won't see my second sun
and i won't forget
everything that you said
and i will regret
everything i forget
i promise i won't forget
i promise i won't forget
a promise i won't forget
i love you i won't forget
i love you i won't forget
i love you i won't regret.

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from nowhere, released December 2, 2016

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Disassociate me East Lansing, Michigan

I'm sam from lansing and i want to sound like the feeling of forgiveness in the wake of trauma.

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